So emotional, tomorrow is the boys burial

[tsbaskets777]

I had lost it when we first got there, they missed having us sign papers in the hospital to agree to have them buried, I couldn't sign the paperwork. The hospital did a very nice job with the service. There was 5 babies & 3 m/c that were acknowledged today. I didn't realize they put a cover on the box the boys were in, I didn't want to hold them but John did. Wide diversity of women to the very young and us the oldest, they did not read the babies names just our last names. They gave us two bags of tulips to plant in memory of the babies, thought that was a good idea, now have to decide where to plant them. At the grave site we all released balloons. Didn't think about bringing flowers with us, I will go back tomorrow with some flowers.

I am glad we did this, I've called and talked to them about ordering a marker, John & I have to decide which one we like and get it ordered. This has actually brought me some peace. Hoping once I stop BCP I can physically feel like myself again and have the desire to start dieting/working out.

I have booked my plane ticket & rented an SUV (hoping 4-wheel drive) to visit my son in December. I've planned to spend the 1st night in the city of Denver, then two nights with my DS and then 2nd night near the airport due to a early flight. He is excited & I think surprised that I coming out especially in December, now to find his xmas gifts.

Thank you everyone for all the support during this difficult time.
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Tammy John 6-03
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9-12-11 born sleeping Andrew & Bennett, we miss you. An Angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth, then whispered as she closed the book "Too Beautiful for Earth"

[Joyce12]

(((Hugs))) Tammy. I'm so sorry for your loss. Hope you get the support you need.
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[jennifer.kite]

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[couchhound]

I am glad that you felt some closure at the service Tammy. You know in your head that grief is a process but our hearts have such a hard time. Hugs!
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[toadallyscrumptious]

Thinking of you Tammy.
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[stacey19804]

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[happy2Bjustmommy]

i am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Saturday is Alana's Burial day, and I understand the feelings you are having.
Many hugs, prayers and tears for you. I wish your boys were still with you!
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[knitterkim]

The service sounds lovely. :hugs: I'm sorry.
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[alioop]

:hugs:

So sorry.
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[knittress]

to you. So glad the service brought some measure of comfort for you. Know that we are all holding you in our hearts and covering you guys in our love.